Staring into
the bright lite of the nite
trying to find my salvation
as I condemn myself to damnation

The actions I take
to see the pearly gates
are but hollow efforts

Prayers for sins
to commit again

Forgiveness tainted
with abuse

Open wide
the gates of hell
to house me
for the acts I have committed

[fairdoes]

I'm a bit puzzled by your lack of replies, but maybe, like me, readers aren't quite sure what's going on!
Are we supposed to be in the dark (like you)? Ah, but I was forgetting, your nite is lite ...


It sounds like you'll be housed for the sins you will commit in the future also, so do we have a choice? Heart versus instinct, maybe?

Over to you